My 'ArmyBee'...

Who is 'ArmyBee'? WEll, here he is...tiny little fella with smiley face, charming and handsome...Whenever I look at him, my moody days just fly away. I always complaint to him, pinch his rounded nose and kiss him goodbye before I go to bed. He meant so much to me, thank you BEE...

Time to face the reality! No more hiding...

Over the past 3 weeks, I was in great dilemma for my present job...Frankly speaking, I had the idea of quitting few days ago as I've never felt so depressed before. Yes, it's a drastic change, a great opportunity for me to equip myself with new technology and skills for a better future...(sounds really fascinating yeh!) I lost my appetite, lost the interest to know what is happening around me, lost the motivation to learn about anything, lost the faith that I used to have, lost my sense of humour...

Well, some of you might think 'HOW BAD CAN THE SITUATION BE?'...It's not that bad actually, I guess the problem is 'myself'...I didn't want to face the problem and didn't want to find ways to resolve it coz I just hate to think about it. Since when I behave like a 'chicken'...Hmm...

'ArmyBee' is always there for me when I'm feeling blue & down...I bet I have given him a real hardtime too...From yesterday onwards, I promised him and myself that I will face the challenge and not avoiding it. I can't make him dissapointed again coz he has done so so much for me...

When can I get over it??

I have been working at my present company for almost 3 weeks...Honestly speaking, I have night mares almost everynite. I was awaken from sleep around 5-6am everyday...(I don't know why...) Am I pressuring myself too much? I wondered...

My ex-colleagues and good buddies always comforted me whenever I told them my sad experience. I didn't quite like one of my senior colleague as the way and tone she speaks is always not that friendly...She always show her blacky face, no smile...and I have to seek her guidance and assistance every now and then. Oh Man...

I always have these thoughts spinning around my mind: 'I'm not smart enough..', 'I don't know anything about IT...','I am not hardworking enough...','I am not an IT person...' Gee, I lost my faith and confidence totally. I am very thankful to my ex-colleagues and my 'little sunshine' who always be there for me during my transition period. I miss you all...

Ways towards Beautiful...

This section is not only for girl...but to all the gentleman out there who wants to live a beautiful lifestyle!!! "There's indeed no ugly woman/man in this world...only lazy woman/man"

1. Take a good shower in the morning
2. Groom yourself...gals, don't be lazy to at least put on mascara, blusher and lip gloss. Apply some wax, leave-on conditioner, anti-frizzy hair solution to avoid bad hair day...Guys, make sure you shave well, dress up neat and tidy.
3. Spray on some perfumes, fragrance...(You smell good, everyone feel good)
4. Look into the mirror and say: "Oh man, I look damn stunning" before you leave home.
5. Put on ur sweetest smile
6. Brush your teeth after lunch
7. Drink at least 3 litres of plain water everyday...(good for complexion and good health)
8. Make sure to remove your makeup and clean your face thoroughly before bed. (Never ever miss out this part...If you miss to remove your make up for a day, you'll look older by 10days...)
9. Do your mask everynite
10. Sleep before 12 midnite...(before 10:30pm is the best) and wake up at 6:30am

If you have more tips...do leave your comments! Have a great day!

It's been a while....

Wow Wow...Anything new to share? How's my job? How's my life? How's everything?? gee...it's been a while that I didn't update my blog since err...nevermind. I was very busy picking up the knowledge & skills needed for my present job...yeah!! New things to learn, try my best to minggle around with my new colleagues (at least I try ok...hehe!) Life is good...start work at 845am, leave office at 6pm or sometimes 605pm...kekeke! Can still feel the sun is shinning bright when I step out of my work place...(amazing!) Life is kinda boring though...

Sighhzz....Be contented!! Be contented!! I miss the old days, really...

上班的第三天。。。

哦。。很快的，在新公司上班已经第三天了。心情也慢慢调整过来，没想象中那么糟糕啦！加上 有‘小太阳’的鼓励与支持，应该没问题才对，嘻嘻！伤心的是我那班好姐妹失踪了。。还说什么要‘保持联络’，‘传简讯’，‘一起出来见面’。。。哇哇哇，分明就是欺骗我的感情嘛！不过呢，我相信她们没象我这么无所事事，整天在读User Guide，很辛苦的叻。。好多字，好多新的商业逻辑，整个System的构造，设计，硬件和软件的沟通。。。不简单，不简单！亲爱的朋友们，为我加油打气吧！！

New Job Starts today...

Hey everyone...very eager to know about my new job huh? My ex-colleagues, friends, parents have asked me even before I started my job, hehe! (You all are so SWEET larr...) The office is nice, with 'elegant receptionist' sitting in front of the main entrance counter, hehe! Nice pantry, grand conference room for meetings, stylish design for various access eg. Finger Prints Authentication, Scan Card access, Password access, Voice Recognition, Iris Verification...kakaka (the last 2 are self-added la!!) I have my own cubicle, no notebook provided, but with Desktop PC to work. One more thing to highlight, the stationaries are more than 50 items...Gosh, there are some which I don't even know what's it like...hehe! Nothing much to complain la, so complete and well equip...

Now come to the personal feelings & emotions, I somehow felt 'lonely'...Have to start all over again, knowing and working with strangers. Colleagues are ok lor...Nothing much to talk about though...mainly on work related issues only. I spent my day reading the manuals, trying to understand the system, work flow, terminology used...I can't access to yahoo, hotmail, MSN...BUT luckily I can still BLOG!!! Hahaha...(so funny!) What I can say is God is good all the time!!

Well, that's about my working life now...hopefully can write something more 'Happy' in time to come! Have a good weekend :-)

Steamboat for dinner & Drinking session at Long Bar!

Well..well..We visited the steamboat shop again...last time we had porridge soup based, this time we had the 'hot & spicy' plus 'chicken soup' based.

Continue....

Friday, 1st September,2006...

Friday, 1st Sep,2006 - What is so special about it? Well, it's the first day of the month of September...(bullshit!) Well, it only happens once in every year...(crappe!!) Ok Ok...It was the day whereby my sweetest colleagues organised a Farewell Dinner for me AND...pre-celebrated Diana's birthday, hehe!! (That was meant to be a surprised!!) All gals wore 'pink' coincidently, we really didn't plan ahead...Beautiful photos were taken before Woan Ling went back to hometown for the weekend...(luckily we have 2 camera men, keke!)

一通电话。。。

好久没接到他打来的电话。。。今早很意外的看着他的名字在我手机的荧幕里闪烁着。。。（写到这里，你们应该会以为我是在讲述一位我喜欢或对他有好感的人吧！）错！错！错！大错特错！

他算是我的朋友，教会的长兄吧。。。怎么形容他呢？‘奇怪’？‘特殊’？‘固执’？‘孤僻’？‘神秘’？‘古板’？‘有艺术家的脾气’？噢！我真的不懂。。。这一通电话真的把我弄得头昏脑胀，上气接不到下气！（有那么糟吗？）有，跟他讲电话很辛苦，因为他的理论，逻辑思想跟我有太大的距离。。。唉！